finding my talent

People say i mam more irratic.Its is unfortunate for me to have hear those things.I like to gues more of me. I don't know what i m good at? Can i let the world know my exitence? Big question to get answered. I know i am a dump stupid loser great failure who never achieve something. But i want change that and i hope to do so. If my fate is so hard i will defeat it one day n show my talent to this world.